Humm.. Jus came back from airport aft a meeting with Boss.. We talk abt some operations & the events tat gonna took place this 2 mths.. He will be away for 1-2 mths in taiwan so tis meeting is crucial. Aniwae i enjoy thru. I reach airport at abt 9pm bcos before tat i had dinner with my frens family. So reach airport so early lah. Feeling sleepy & tired but i still got lots of plannig to be done, so i went starbucks to get an expresso frap. venti size to keep me awake. Im not really a coffee lover but im quite found of better taste. Haha.. Jus like dark chocolate tastes best. Milk choc, *thumbs down*. Haha.. Im sitted at a comfy sofa at a corner planning all the things i got to go thru with the ministry leaders tomolo. When im two third done, had a chat with sinman. Talking abt(things tat dun concern you readers.. lol), nothing much actually.. Jus some stuuupid chats.. Haha..

Today CG members went for badminton again.. Sob sob, i cant join them since im at e airport. I'll try to find more time k.. This mth really gonna be busy busy busy.. Hope you all can understand.. Hehe..

Went for E13 make-up CG today.. Yeh, they have become a closer part of us as valor is leading them from now onwards. Today he really preach a great word lah.. Im sure it is a very gd start to share the CG vision with them all.. Im impressed even though He have been sharing w our CG a few times le.. He's really one of e cutting edge & relevent CGL i know. He has changed much of my perspective towards society, studying & workforce. He's a precious..
Okie.. Gotta go sleep le.. Tomolo morning got to go office for prayer meeting.. Haha.. Really got to pray for lots of things.. Luv ya all.. Nites

Today i was late for work again lah.. Sob sob.. Ministry members waiting for my things to reach expo. When i reached, they also dun need to do anything cos there is nothing i have for them except 20pcs of wkly word. I find it is a waste of their time coming so early unless there are quite a no. of stocks to recieved. I think should change the support time later when there is not much stocks to bring down on sat. I think this mon we will be addressing this issiue too..

Aft e delivery, i went suntec to meet sinman bcos i saw a very nice & affordable blades selling at Carrefour. I felt that blade is gd for her to start up with. She tried e blades and it fits her well and the colour is nice too.. Hehe.. So we decided to buy it since she wanted to learn how to blade.. then wanted to take a bus to airport & change train to expo but when we got to the bus stop, we realise tat we cant find the bus stop tat heads back to airport. Faints.. Then i decide to walk to bugis mrt since walking to city hall mrt is abt the same distance and we saved some money for taking 1 station less.

When we reach expo, sinman went for her choir and i pass-by my zone sect, so he handed me 2 piece of paper.. Know wat.. Im shock afer reading it. It is the HCGL mock CG dates and allocation to lead certain part of a CG. My heart beats super fast when i see wat i was allocated. I was chosen to preach during the mock CG on the topic 'Faith'. Im like Huh hUh huH.. All my blood suddenly rush up to my brain & cause my mind to go blank. My zone sect excourage me & ask me to Jiayou.. I smiled and rush off to bookstore to do my stuff. My heart keep pounding throughout lah.. Cos the mock CG is next Sun & i only left 7days to prepare. To make things worse, this coming wk is my busiest wk ever. Not in terms of physical things but lots of planning needs to be done. Monday i got an important meeting with all the APL ministry leaders regarding logistical movement. I foresee it will be a long long meeting as many operations is going to be changed & fixed during the meeting.
Also previously i had a rather short meeting w Robin regarding my logistics operations in the warehouse. We talk abt lots of things & it really needs lots of planning to be done pretty soon.

Sigh.. I felt the weight in my heart.. Im anxious.. I need His strength and manifold wisdom to do all these things within this 2 wks. How am i going to plan the logistical movement between kallang & expo, do up operations manual & planning for e production ministry to equipped them and give them a vision of the future logistics operations, do my sch assignment, checking freight charges & rushing shipment to japan & taiwan, preparing for march guest speakers products and last but not least, come out of my own sermon on 'Faith' to preach during mock CG. I need time to practice also.. And 90% of this things got to be done within this wk. I really feeling the weigh pulling me down, but He never fails me.. I know He will sure help me out..

I went for svc & today svc are very fun yet a life changing moment in CHC. Fun bcos Taiwan Liu Gen Hong is here to sing us a couple of songs. His songs are really nice, one of e song i heard it quite often in 93.3FM. Both his guitarist is also very cool & talented. One sentence tat Gen Hong said is very true, all pop singers or actors really need e Lord bcos all of them can only show their positive & smiling image in the public even when they are feeling down. Tats why they wanted to help those celebrities out there to live a life where they can have their private space to pour out their feeling which our Lord is the best candidate to be the Healer. Pst Kong is also charged up today even though he is sick & his voice is sore. He lead us into deeper worship & praying. Im also charged up bcos of the persistent in the HolySpirit. I had a wonderful time for the start. During preaching, Pst talk to us abt Pop Culture and it really blow our mind off. I already have a different mindset & view on society & culture. It's really God's common grace at work & He is really moving this generation to live life to the fullest tat manifest the goodness of God.

Aft svc Valor went to E13 to anounce tat he will be taking over the CG. Then all 3 CG head down to airport to fellowship together. We hit off with E13 quite well cos some of the members we already know. We celebrated Jem's Bday over there & he was awarded e 'Cake on the face'.. LoL.. He mistook Adrain as the culprit & start to stick his face onto Adrain. Haha.. Tats funny lah.. We all head home shortly aft tat.

The 1st Blog on Friday

TGIF..

Today feeling kinda tired the whole day but still embrace myself to work as i really love my job. There are 24 pending shipments on Ecommerce for me to clear and more than half of the orders are those which is not within my control as it is the CS responsibilities. But seeing these shipments keep pileing up, i dun really feel ease with it. So i compile a list & email the CS ppl to clear it asap.
Partly in my mind im also wondering, wat if Robin really see tat the outstanding is so high, wat will he do to me or rather us. I dun want this little things to come to his concern as he got better things to do. Aft compiling it, i felt better & cont. to pack my outstanding Ecomms orders. I really targetting to clear all by end of Mar, as there's still a couple of super long ago partial delivery orders tat have not cleared. If no one is gonna bother, i will.

Aniwae today working hrs past away fast. When i notice it, its already 6.30pm. So i quickly pack my things and bring all those things tat i need up to office. When im almost done & ready to go, Robin asked for me. He told me that i got to perform my delivery duties on Sun, but due to make up CG, im finding ways to get things done. Robin was unhappy, I really dun understand why in e first place. I know tat make up CG will crash w delivery so i take the initative to arrange first & ask him for e green light. To me it is a extra step taken to ensure tat when he ask me any qns i can provide him the ans straight, but it backfired. Some words from him were hard to digest. But I think im also quite insistent abt it tat leave him no choice but to adopt mine. I know i should plan way way before to avoid this stituation but if a mistake was made and im trying to salvage it, at least it wont be tat bad compare to act blurr, hackcare n ask ppl to provide solution for me. Yet it proved tat i've yet done a clean job. But i'll keep on learning & improved myself.

This talk did affect my day.. Im not angry w him la.. Im feeling down jus bcos some words were hard to digest. He is someone tat i look up to & believed in many things tat he said. Tats why the impact is heavier. If he say that He is confidence to bring up the company to a regional lvl, i believed tat he can do it. This is a place i felt a sense of belonging, not because it is related to CHC but it is the passion tat i have in my job. I've been dreaming & seeing lots of things tat will help in equipping the company to the next lvl but the only thing is i only have tat limited time. I may look free, but seriously im not during day time. The only free time i have, is usually after 11pm or 12am.

Aniwae i want to clarify once more tat i've forgive & forget wat Robin had said although im still feeling sad cos sure this feeling will stay awhile not exceeding 1 day.. Hehe.. I really believed tat he has his points of asking me to do the delivery. He has his concern & equipping me for the future. So im greatful to him as i really learn alot from him.(kanna scold more lah) Haha..

Lets move on.. So after the talk, im late for sch already.. Sob Sob..
Carrying a heavy heart to sch but praise God, class starts at 7.30pm where usual timing is 7pm, due to 'Ching Gay Parade' rehearsal. I entered the class with a lost of brain feeling and a pair of tired eyes due to lack of sleep.. Hehe..
Soon lecture starts and i got to eat mints to keep me awake. During break, i decide to have a heavy dinner and carry on with the rest of the class. There's not much students turn up for class today and time passes slowly in this class. By 10pm all of us felt super dry and wanting to go home. But lecturer wants to stay till 10.30pm bcos class starts late today. Eventually he agreed to let us go off at 10pm.. I walk all e way to Plaza Sing as usual for my NEL line. Went for a bounce back n slept throughout the whole journey.

Wat a day.. I count it as a lesson learned day rather than to call it a lousy day.
I thank Him for the grace and strength to pull me through the day, the talk, the falling asleep in class & a safe journey back home.

Nites everyone..

Why start this blog???

Its really funnie abt why i wanted to start this blog..
Yesterday or rather the day before, i was looking at one of my CGM blog.
For no reason, i decide to scan thru all her blogs since 2004.
Sure its not easy jus to scan thru, i took abt 2hr++ to complete it.
Maybe im jus wanting to see is my name mention in e blog or something like tat.

There are many articles tat gives me flash back & deep thots in quite a couple of things.. I was unable to sleep w/o finish scanning till the current.

Why i reacted like tat.. Im a deep thinker BTW.
I've been seeing quite a couple of blogs my frens had and i didnt find tat there is a need to blog till yesterday.

I read some of e articles tat are memoriable to her and many for the readers to put on a smile after e flash back. So it causes me to think is it really tat great to blog?
Im not doing this for the trend & certainly not the purpose of venting all my frustration & anger in every single blog i write. It reflects badly on the blogger's capacity to turn situation around in his or her own life by complaining daily...

Wait a minute.. Where's my mind gone to? Haha.. thots keep wandering..
Aniwae why i name this blog .:thInkIng thots:feeling hearts:. is simply, every thots im thinking & feeling in my heart will be poured out in this blog which when i look back, it will bring me a memoriable flash back w a smile or a tear in e eye.
Not forgetting the many smiles that the readers will take back when they view the blog.

Not gonna be selfish by keeping all the memories buried in my heart & mind which cant bring joy to ppl around us.

So wanna thank her indirectly for making me realise its meaningful in starting a blog w a right attitude.
Lets keep this blog flowing w rivers of thots & feelings.

Opening Ceremony

Welcome to the .:thInkIng thots:feeling hearts:.
Im really excited in setting up this blog as i really dunno wat will happen to this blog in the near future.
Will it be a glorious memories or a short term proj in venting my anger?
We'll shall see..

3 cheers for this blog... LoL
Hip hip hooray
Hip hip Hooray
Hip hip hooray

Wanna dedicate this blog to the One who form me & shape me.
.:I Love You:.