The 1st Blog on Friday

TGIF..

Today feeling kinda tired the whole day but still embrace myself to work as i really love my job. There are 24 pending shipments on Ecommerce for me to clear and more than half of the orders are those which is not within my control as it is the CS responsibilities. But seeing these shipments keep pileing up, i dun really feel ease with it. So i compile a list & email the CS ppl to clear it asap.
Partly in my mind im also wondering, wat if Robin really see tat the outstanding is so high, wat will he do to me or rather us. I dun want this little things to come to his concern as he got better things to do. Aft compiling it, i felt better & cont. to pack my outstanding Ecomms orders. I really targetting to clear all by end of Mar, as there's still a couple of super long ago partial delivery orders tat have not cleared. If no one is gonna bother, i will.

Aniwae today working hrs past away fast. When i notice it, its already 6.30pm. So i quickly pack my things and bring all those things tat i need up to office. When im almost done & ready to go, Robin asked for me. He told me that i got to perform my delivery duties on Sun, but due to make up CG, im finding ways to get things done. Robin was unhappy, I really dun understand why in e first place. I know tat make up CG will crash w delivery so i take the initative to arrange first & ask him for e green light. To me it is a extra step taken to ensure tat when he ask me any qns i can provide him the ans straight, but it backfired. Some words from him were hard to digest. But I think im also quite insistent abt it tat leave him no choice but to adopt mine. I know i should plan way way before to avoid this stituation but if a mistake was made and im trying to salvage it, at least it wont be tat bad compare to act blurr, hackcare n ask ppl to provide solution for me. Yet it proved tat i've yet done a clean job. But i'll keep on learning & improved myself.

This talk did affect my day.. Im not angry w him la.. Im feeling down jus bcos some words were hard to digest. He is someone tat i look up to & believed in many things tat he said. Tats why the impact is heavier. If he say that He is confidence to bring up the company to a regional lvl, i believed tat he can do it. This is a place i felt a sense of belonging, not because it is related to CHC but it is the passion tat i have in my job. I've been dreaming & seeing lots of things tat will help in equipping the company to the next lvl but the only thing is i only have tat limited time. I may look free, but seriously im not during day time. The only free time i have, is usually after 11pm or 12am.

Aniwae i want to clarify once more tat i've forgive & forget wat Robin had said although im still feeling sad cos sure this feeling will stay awhile not exceeding 1 day.. Hehe.. I really believed tat he has his points of asking me to do the delivery. He has his concern & equipping me for the future. So im greatful to him as i really learn alot from him.(kanna scold more lah) Haha..

Lets move on.. So after the talk, im late for sch already.. Sob Sob..
Carrying a heavy heart to sch but praise God, class starts at 7.30pm where usual timing is 7pm, due to 'Ching Gay Parade' rehearsal. I entered the class with a lost of brain feeling and a pair of tired eyes due to lack of sleep.. Hehe..
Soon lecture starts and i got to eat mints to keep me awake. During break, i decide to have a heavy dinner and carry on with the rest of the class. There's not much students turn up for class today and time passes slowly in this class. By 10pm all of us felt super dry and wanting to go home. But lecturer wants to stay till 10.30pm bcos class starts late today. Eventually he agreed to let us go off at 10pm.. I walk all e way to Plaza Sing as usual for my NEL line. Went for a bounce back n slept throughout the whole journey.

Wat a day.. I count it as a lesson learned day rather than to call it a lousy day.
I thank Him for the grace and strength to pull me through the day, the talk, the falling asleep in class & a safe journey back home.

Nites everyone..